life is precious!!

Wednesday, September 29, 2010 - Posted by K.A.A at 10:20 AM
currently aq kat LCCT.. tngh BORING.. nk lepak McD closed for fogging..
then aq pon on9 spent msa buka blog and read latest post of my friends..
hahahha... l like Hamzah 'Azhan new post in his blog~ NICE!!

before brtolak ke LCCT tdi nk kluar mmg ssh la~
nk kne tnggu fellow and sign, check-out then bru dpt kluar..
at first mls nk kluar pg times square..
coz takut ssh nk balik, and i thought aq akn lmbat then the others`
but smpi je kat KL Sentral.. i call sharil..
and they said that dorang sesat..
hahaha.. rsa sngt lawak time tue nk trgelak~
but the i pergi jgak Times Square..

smntara tnggu ahli2 yg tr SESAT jln tue smpi, aq mkn kat Marry Brown dgn kerntounge and fauzan~
then dorang smpi lepak plak kat subway~
then kte org pon msuk la COSMO'S WORLD~
at first excited~ even entrance RM32, but best coz dgn F.R.I.E.N.D.S..
extcited thap karma~ sharil pnye quotation.. hahah
then roy ajak naik ap ke bnde yg brpusing2 dan sngt mmningkan~
then it turn my feeling from excited to hell~
hahaha~ rsa nk muntah, pening.. sumpah tak nak naik lgi~
tp tak jgak insaf naik lg bnda yg pusing2 tue ngan laju nya..
hahaha~
to Hisham sori k.. coz himpit ko time nie.. haha.. kelakar gler ble ingat balik..
then i don't know why.. aq continue naik bnda pusing kat atas mcm kapal ape ntah ngan puncher..
at first aq excited and bnyak ckp, but later aq diam coz aq tau aq dh loya dn nk muntah~
kalo aq ckp byk lgi conform dh tersembur time tue.
yg aq tak tahan!! time tue puncher dgn rileksnya bolh komen yg rmbut dia dh serabai~ hahaha
mmg mamat rambut la bdak nie~
trun jer dri bnda tue, bajet macho la konon..
hisham mmg dh serender, yg daus nya trus pg toilet dn muntah~
aq pnye control x thn, at last rebah jgak and muntah...

then kte org nk rileks main seksyen bdak2.. naik tren yg ntah ap2.. main bas pusing with hisham and sharil, naik marry go round( OMG!!! MALU NYE NAK NGAKU).. hhahah..
but yg best gler main bumper brpuluh2 kali with all of them and ad pak cik ngan prmpuan cina yg sporting gler.. hahah.. BEST sngat2..
then, naik roller coster~
biase jer~ tp pening so naik sekali jer~ alasan selamat

yg laen naik 2 kali kot~
then i stop~ yg laen njoy ngan bnda2 tue semua lgi...
then dh selesai, gmbar2 and keluar~
then, aq, sharil and kerntounge pg mkn kat Hot & Rolls.. i like the savoury paratha..
yummy~ then aq kne balik.. coz nak ambil bas and brtolak to LCCT~
time naik monorail biase je tau, but time naik bas msih rsa nk muntah~
hahaha..
kat dalam bas aq ingat semua yg kte org buat dan tr gelak sorang2..
coz njoy sngat2.. thnx guys..
hahaha.. rsa rndu plak cuti nie coz pisah ngan kwan2.. but kna jgak kn..
so lastly~ sori kalau ad yg terase, just nk tulis ap aq rsa k..
then lastly, happy holidays guys, miss u alls.. see u again in sem 2.. hahaha
thnx 4 all the memories spnjang sem 1..
bye... :P

nikmat ramadhan~ everything is going well as before..:)

Thursday, September 2, 2010 - Posted by K.A.A at 10:49 AM
i think i should use bahasa ibunda, coz lbih feel and korang akn lbih faham coz english aq agak bertabur grammarnye.... kang tak pasal2 jdi mksud lain pulak.. XD

firstly, syukur sngat.. mungkin nie yg d katakn nikmat ramadhan.. i think after a long time period dh lma dh tak kumpul rmai2 satu kelas.
but, ntah dgn rezeki ramadhan.. madam rizq bg duit zakat puasa utk blanje brbuka utk each student.. alhamdullilah, ngan bnda nie kteorg dpat brkumpul rmai2 and makan sma2..

so pendek cerita kteorg pon mkn la kat LHF, makan dominoz..heheh..(the menu)
then after mkn2, kte org pon mcm takde bnde nak wat.. kire boring sngat la..
so, i don't know.. how bleh timbul idea untuk sesi the so call "REFLEKSI DIRI" la lbih kurang..
from my observation la kn.. mmg klas tue mcm dh hancur dh.. cuma tnggu nak meletus perang jer.. thats why last post aq suarakn ketidak puas hatian aq about hubungan sesama course mate aq yg kian renggang and dh SOBER..
kira bad jgak la.. takkan aq bleh smpi kluar word yg aq tak prcaya kpda word best frens la and so what ever kn??..
coz everyone mcm ad conflict... hahah..
sangat3 dahsyat...

however, the session nmpak brjaya..
everyone suara kn ap mslah yg dorang nmpak, ap yg dorang rsa or kalau2 dorang ad x puas hati ngan sape2..
actually, sye sngat suka sesi nier tau..
kalo conduct slot or usrah utk bdak form 1.. sometimes wat bnda nie..
coz impact dia sngat great but tak long-lasting la if dorang x serius..

all the boys are they.. even yg takde pon kteorg call tau..
rsa best sngt.. mcm keadaan tue akan kemnbali coz bnda tue tak nmpak sngat tp in progress.. i can fell that it would be succeed.. just wait and see..:)

we pon discuss semua bnda mslh dlm class and try cari punca dia and solution dia..
then we try to say abaout our actual behavior so that we can get knowing more each other and simplify all the problems related to our behaviour yg mybe ad x puas hti kn..
a lot of topics and story.. gler3 bnyak.. smpi pkul 1 bru blah..

i think ngan brothers dh settle dh.. cume sister jer kot yg kna understand akan situation yg sdg trjadi actually nyerr.. hope so dorang paham later on..
kteorg bukan stakat ckp mslh and semua bnda but sharing pngalaman sekali..
but, what kentang say about truth is really true..
in friendship, we should be honest and truth..

for ismat.. i just realise actually muke stress dia tue showing yg dia tngh pay attention 100%.. hahah.. aq slalu tr tanye ape hal mamat nie muke dia sntiasa tegang je.. haha.. sori k ismat..

then about kentang, later on i know he actually ad base of a good frens since dia stress about truth coz i really3 agree about that..

hisham plak.. at first dia rsa mcm mrh ngan sister tue.. but later on dia faham juga akan problem tue.. but, dia mmg come out with many idea and story yg bgus jgak untk solve kn problem kteorg..

puncher.. wktu tdi pon still nmpak yg dia sngat3 sensitive.. but sbnarnya dia sngat baik tau.. i think kte kekawan lpas nie kne help dia untk bina strength dia supaya tak trlalu sensitif.. coz nk jdi lawyer kne taough mental jgak la.. but tdi aq tau everything yg dia ckp ikhlas..

sharil plak.. aq mmg sngt kenal jgak la coz agak rapat kn.. dia mmg agak jgak la kalo ckp.. but i know dia tak pernah pon mksud kn bnde tue.. just for fun je kn.. but dia mmg kwn yg baik.. if ad problem, crite kat dia kira lega jgak la.. but ap yg aq perasan la kn, ko mmg ABANG SULONG kat dlm kelas tue.. serius!! coz everyone mcm rse selesa ngan ko.. huhu~ jgn mrh..:P
that why, tdi dia yg pling bnyak ckp and bg opinion.. and everyone pay attention kn..

raja ckp pon agak releven juga tdi.. but nmpak mcm msih ad trsirat la raja.. tapi takpe coz ko kalo ad problem ke ape ko mmg cter kat aq kn.. hahaha.. so aq tau semuanya la.. but u are good frens actually.. just kalo brgurau senda tue, jgn trlmpau pedas k.. coz kalo aq tak kisah.. but ad yg sensitif la raja.. chill k.. aq just ckap je tau.. jgn plak mrh aq..

daus.. dia pon tdi bnyak sngat bgi idea.. tmbah pasal pngalaman dia and everything yg dia rsa prnah mmbantu dia dlu wktu ad mslh mcm word yg sape ntah BRO ehh ngan FOZI kata kat dia.. that actually help a lot i think.. nie tnjukkn tau yg dia x prnah sia2 kn nasihat org.. and dia always ingat bnde tue..

fared plak.. be chill.. org yg bnci awak kat skolah awak dlu tue coz dorng actually hnya cmburu kat kelebihan pd dri awak.. awak tdi mmg luahkan isi hati awk yg sebenar, i can feel that.. u x sngke sensitif jgak awak nie.. but u have one thing yg org kurang ade tau.. i can feel that u have the strength in ureself..

ameerul@roy plak.. u have such nice ideas.. from the way u talk i can see that the way u think are different from others.. u can come out with something that is sometimes org tak fikir.. kreatif mind set la.. but u are actually also the good frens..

p-dot plak.. dia mmg bgus .. even cra dia ckp tdi agak kelakar but dia sbnrnya nak hidupkn discussion tue which not everyone can do such things.. tp dri segi diri plak, i think determination dia agak high level jgak la..

hamzah.. actually can u are the first person yg aq judge kat dlam class mmg baik tau.. but lately mcm ko admit gak kn, i thing u have a problems.. tp no wonder tau ko actually think that something bad happen kat class mcm yg aq fikir jgak la.. then u are trying to get the solution.. that show u are really3 nice person.. coz awak br usaha utk do something to change the surrounding tue kn.. aq mmg RESPECT sngt tue la.. and aq suka msa tdi coz u be honest and tell everything.. the way ko luahkn, seriously agak terase sedih jgak la.. huhu~

then brother aiman.. dia mmg takde, but kteorg call dia.. since we mmg realize we done something bad to him before.. but aq honestly la kn ckp dia mmg baik dan percakapan dia sopan and good friends too.. but aq honestly sbnarnya kn rsa mcm nak tolong dia actually nya tau.. i think we should support him be good to him.. mybe ngan sedikit advice la kn.. coz aq really yakin tau, dia mmg easily boleh brubah.. just kna ad yg support..

then for fauzan.. dia takde.. but aq rsa dia ok je kat class.. takde ap2 pon.. lg pon dia mmg ok je ngan semua.. so no issue la mybe kot,.. but dia mmg baik la~ rsa senang jer kwan ngan dia..
  • A stranger stabs you in the front; a friend stabs you in the back; a boyfriend stabs you in the heart, but best friends only poke each other with straws.
  • "If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile... But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me."
  • A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else.



now friends is wonderfull.. eventhough each of us have different character and behavior but this kind of thing which make our life more colorful and happier... as ustaz kamal say the reason Allah jdi kn manusia br mcm2, ber beza2 dan ber pasangan2an kerana benda inilah yang mengindahkan dunia.. kalo tdak kita tdak akan merasai apa yang kita rasai hari nie..
like todays.. kalo bnda tak trjadi mybe kte takkan know each other better kn??
thats all...
~about THE GREATEST BEST FRIENDS~

what a world.. full with fraud..

Wednesday, September 1, 2010 - Posted by K.A.A at 6:30 AM
i don't know how to start about it..
but lately, all this problems seem to be good reason for me to have my new course-mate for next semester..
i am confuse.. really3 confuse and always keep confusing.. WTH..
sometimes u say something that is different, but tomorrow u will say something that contradict with ure first statement...

world?? full with various type of humans.. and of course all the human come with various types of behavior and act..
of course la.. no one perfect.. even u're best friends sometimes will do such things that make u feel uncomfortable right?
so.. what do u expect from someone.. even a mother can dump their own child, even a father can rape their own child.. thus human behavior are EXTREMELY UNEXPECTED..
seriously, i am really3 tired to be as the observer.. need to observe different kinds of people behavior..
and what do u expect from me as friends..
i cannot be around 24 hours with you or even keep thinking on ure problems.. i have my own duty.. i have my own family... and i have my own life..
everyone always keep on saying that a good friends who are always be with u when u are happy or even when u are sad..
i don't think so.. for me.. everyone is friends..
i do have my best frens.. and always keep my secrets or my problem to him.. and he also do the same thing to me.. but i always say that u cannot expect anything from me..
not because i am the so call "plastik" or hypocrite frens..
but because of i really trust that human behavior is unexpected and they can change their act even for second.. extremely bad..
mybe me or him will change one day.. and now mybe i will learn that to keep relies to the God if i face a problem.. not to anyone.. but i kind of agree that there will be a good listener among ure friends.. but do u expect he or she can solve ure problems??


mybe some of u.. who read this, will think that i am trying to critic you.. but i know later on u will critic back on me.. that people always say life is never be fair..
yeah~ my new life full with conspiracy..
even i cannot easily to keep trust on them..
i feel like there are some kind of "agenda" actually behind each of them..
but its depend.. whether its a good or bad agenda..
u know.. someones actually like keeping a knife behind them and just wait for the right time to take it out and stab it on you..
but not all of them.. i admit that, from my observation i can see that actually there are few of them who are actually a good person...
but like i say just now, we can't easily judge them by their looking or their act coz everything is in their heart actually.. and we cannot see it..
but now.. i can know better few of them by their blogs.
and her blog make my perception towards her change..

and i admit i am not a really good friend.. coz my views about life is sometimes different form your view.. that why i can come out with this such post..
coz i am always confuse and tired to keep trying to get know better about u and lastly i find that u are actually have ure own agenda that mybe will make someone or me, myself hurts..
friends sometimes can be dangerous, hypocrite, and full with conspiracies..
to make themselves satisfy and happy while make others suffer for it..
thus, true friends is just a word and even hard to admit that there are true friends.. and they are actually exist.. but sometimes.. and it rarely to happen..
that is world.. full with conspiracy...